On: Friends

Nothing feels familiar anymore. It feels as if anything that I had known prior to the past week has lost the comfort and meaning it once had. I feel like a stranger in my circle of friends and I haven't seen many of them in quite some time.

I just don't feel like myself anymore.

I find comfort in cleaning out the dustiest corners of my brain and picking up old hobbies. I enjoy sitting down with a new book and finding comfort in their friendship. At least they'll never leave, change, or f**k me over. That's what I need most right now.

I just feel really lost right now. Even something as simple as going on a social-networking website upsets me to the point that it makes me have a bad day, so I've been taking extended absences from all of them. I don't know what is wrong with me.

I just need a friend.