trust

i doubt this feeling when were apart. but when we reunite, the connection between us is stronger than ive ever felt. i love the rush, our skin touching, his hands around my waist, our tongues playing with each other in the heat of the moment. its like a fantasy, too good to be true. i cant understand how someone can love me for as i am, can hold me and admire me. im afraid to accept it, for if it ends, i wont be able to recover. i should revel in the moment and not worry.

how do you teach yourself to trust?