my little cute sister

my little cute sister

always happy and smiling

if i were sad

she always make me happy again with her smile

but now..

she laying on bed

she cant playing or make me happy again

even she cant smile brightly again

leukemia take away her life

she cant do anythings again

i cant sleep

i cant eat

i cant think

what in my mind is just her

"why her?

  why my little cute sister?

  why must?"

i said with tears and pain

i always pray for her 

to stay strong against leukemia

she get weaker and weaker

until one day she is cannot move

she is even cant talk easily

she want me to be strong

and let she go

"big bro

  i cant always be by your side

  but remember

  i am always inside your heart 

  if you fell sad or lonely

  just call memories about me

  and i will cheer you up

  like what i always do"

after she said that

her condition turn to crisis

she is comma

day by day

she dont wake up

her condition is still comma

i always beside her bed 

grab her hand and praying

talking with her

although she never answer me

my family just let her go

but not me

i cant let my little cute sister go

she is everything in my life

one day

i dream what her do before she is comma

i completely remember what she said

and then i thinking

it's okay to let her go

so, i praying to her

not to staying life

but just go pass trough the life

the tomorrow day

she is awake

and she is completely fine

me with my family enjoy her last life

until we see the sunset in hospital

the sun is go and she is follow

the sun will come back next morning

but she doesnt come back

i know now

'when your heart is hurting

its kinda like being blind

you don't see the people that are there for you'

my family and my friends

and of course my little cute sister is always beside me

every day and every time

Author's Note

this idea is came up when i read forensakura journal 'staying strong'
i am crying.. what a pitiful life.. stay strong frozensakura~
btw, i still have problem with grammar :P

Reviews

[:-)]

I found this really sad and well written, apart from the grammatical errors.

Good job!:)

[Irvette Dauphine]

thanks~