When the Universe is just something nonexistent, i would never try to perplex my wondering mind of how ‘anything exist?’
There is no wonder in a world without it’s universe. I write in my own fear of words that had been for billions of years being existent to what I am philosophizing. There is no such word to compel the enormous complexity of the Universe.
Disquieting questions to how this Universe exist; no wonder I write so flawlessly to less than my existing mind against my trembling hands if the universe would die out.
I sat down to where my life had begun. i heard their existing voices. I qualm out of fear to wonder my being.
Why do i exist?
Why did they?
I sat to look myself outside this spectrum. I saw myself like a mirror against the wall. I thought of nothing but the fear of existing.
Ghosts can never be there if there really is a ghost. I never feared ghosts because it’s part of the Universe.
If we die, the existing oddness of life just dissipates, nothing will ever be left - you will be clouds; as dust to dust will turn yourself into. I sat here out of fear. I feel so alone even though my life is so perfect. Nothing has been perfect since I ask why I exist.