Numb

n the midst of darkness

as i evade all light,

when each sound of pain

keeps draining my might,

When the smile feels fake

And my life's at stake,

and nothing in the world says i'm right

when i search for someone

as I search for myself,

when I crucify my heart

and have no one to tell,

When all that they can do is make me shunt myself

wen the pain lies not in suffering but in crying for help

will they bring me down?

or will they leave ma soul in peace?

will it make me feel the sting or let me die at ease?

I shall yes I will!

stand tall right till

the poisoned blood flows

and my eyes still glow

they cant bring me down,

no they cant no they wont!

Gotta bear the sting and the pain

and utter not a groan,

for weakness lies in a heart not a stone,

and I bow to one, but for u i dont,

with a numb heart,

with a numb soul,

with a numb spirit,

with a tough goal,

i march crushing ma enemies my foes,

bleeding my feet on every step it goes

till the moment i stand still,

and know what i've done,

till the fire burns out

when satisfied is the One..

i bleed from the inside and I'm glad it doesnt show,

coz the deeper the love the deeper does go,

the pain of the sting and the dreams of the broken wing,

the hopes desires ambitions crushed,

tears moans n curses rushed,

so i stand numb I stand tall enduring as I go

Hoping that my path no one ever does know!