A walk amung the darkness, part 2

Again forgive grammer and spelling I write quickly it's my rough drafts

I wake up beside a child in the hospital. He looks like he's in a coma. Hes all pale. Very sickly looking. I see his chart. Brain cancer his name is David. What a cuttie I think to myself. Alarms start sounding .dambit I think here we go . a team of people rush in. What's his o2 says the nurse. Page the dr stat. You hear over the intercom. Code black children's ice, paging Dr Stafford needed in children ICU stat. So they all take their places around him. A dr comes running in must be Dr Stafford. He's going into shock he says. The kemo was to much. The code goes off on the machine. We're loosing him were loosing him. I need adrenaline state. Ten guage needle now. The nurse gives it to the dr quickly. He lunges the ten guage into David's heart. What's my vital what's my vitals says the dr. Oygen at 2 percent still no pulse. Dambit dambit. Charging bam bam goes the electricity through David's body. He's gone Dr he's gone. Godambit no. Call it . 3.33 time of death. At that moment I see David's soul coverd in what look like warts. He was weak. Petrified looking. I feel death appear beside me. U gotta stop doing that I said to him. Send me a text or something lol. Death didn't smile of course. Touch him he says. Okay okay geese. So I walk up to him dambit I say here it goes. My hand delivers to his shoulder. Bam it hits me as I take him in. IG f*****g god as I feel my heads going to expload l. My veins burn. My souls screams in agony. It's as if every piece all of my being hurts like a broken bone. F**k f**k I caint take this as the black tears pour like acid down my face, burning me as they fall. Release him says death. I'm trying dambit. Again I push with all I all. All my energy he shoots from me standing their purafied. The light comes down and takes him. But this time the soul says thank you. For a moment I smiled like I did a good thing. I look over death is starting at me. For why do u smile he says. Idk. Death maybe it's the only thing I can do to keep from Utter destruction. Destruction he says. My dark child it's not destruction you feel its judgment its purification, it's the torment you portrayed. Yet you smile. I'm confused. None the less let's move on...