Decided

Decided from the depths of my soul come fire from rememberence
The embers burn at my will to move forward
Guided intentions
Lost convictions lay at the core of me
Damning the memories that settle in my mind
So many thoughts
So many details run across my eyes
I hide my pain with a smile
My sorrow with laughter
For the future may go on as unknown
Yet i walk slowly beside it
I walk with pride
I walk with powerful delivering steps
I have no fear
Just loss at my hands
My failures show me what portrays of the world
My pain allows room for love
My battles of the mind allow growth of my confined will Truthfulness I gain with every tear fallen
Gudeince I receive with every memory
Decided from the he depths of my soul..