Despair

My breath taken
The cold bitter untrusted tears run down my lost face
My body trembles from loss
My soul has dropped to the lowest dark corner of me
My heart beating in such a manner my blood does not flow
But rushing to my never ending thoughtless mind
A loud cry of the pain rushing from me
Taking what I once was
The person in me dieng a lonely death
For I reach out yet nothing to grasp as I drop to my knees
All the strength I had left just to hold my head down weakening
My warm tears dropping endlessly to the ground of sorrow
I can not escape this bitter undoing
My warm graceful hands hiding the agony of defeat that portrays my face
Forgotten am I
Is this of my own damnation I created
The sky darkens
Fading I am in the blackened forgotten thought
The strength to hold together finally slipping from me
A void of treachery I enter as I give in and fall to the cold yet giving ground
My eyes full of the deceit close
Escape I want
Death I beg for
Why I cry out
Why do I still breath I think to myself
Nothingness in return
Only the cold lost bitter silence
Dispair I hold...