my enemy my bestfriend myself!

My worst enemy or bestfriend
As my thoughts take hold
Loving yet hateing myself
Do I feel love or is this hate I feel
Do I cast judgment unto myself
Do I care
Does purness come from me or damaging nature
Am I self guidance or self destruction
Is this betrayal or acceptance I feel of myself
Do I discourage or incourage
Do I break or mend
Do I bare or escape this treacherous path
Do I go faward
Do I step back
Should I go on instinct or reaction
Do I go or second guess
Do I run or walk
Should I release or seclude into myself
I only know
I only care for commit I do
For I love myself
I do not judge who I am
I do care
I am purness
I guide myself
I accept who I am
I incourage myself
I mend and bare myself
I move forward into the unknown knowing
I go on instinct and reaction
I do not second guess myself
I run not walk
I release me I say
My worst enemy and my bestfriend....