rider of darkness

For I am lost
My love is bare
My burdons rise to the surface
The smell of pure darkness surrounds me
I am nothing
I feel despirate
I feel pain
My distinguish of love I do not have
Do none love me
Unwanted I feel
Not even my soul wants me
It runs it leaves my cold dead shell for no love no life remains
Empty I set with frozen tears falling into the judgment I make of myself
I do not feel
I do not want for
I say I ask for the rider of dark the bringer of death
Let me ride with u
Let this agony loose from me
Let me go into the unknown the unknowing with you
Your cold breath upon me
Take me by bringer of dark my rider of death
Take me from this well of deceit this skin I lay in this unimaginable destinctive destiny of death I feel
Longing for you wanting u
I can not bare another moment another second of this tragedy of a life I've begotten
For take my rider wrap me in ur cloak of darkness let me taste the bitter cold for eternity...