the world is full of sadness and dissapointment

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the world is full of sadness and disappointment

"people disappoint you every time" ~ Harvey danger

that's a line from some fantastically fantastic song called "where have all the merry makers gone", there's something magical that happens when you get your heart crushed and then realize immediately after that .... wait.... let me emphasize this with an inner monologue...


"wow she doesn't like me but  i like her!!!"
*death, darkness despair*
"What am i gonna do?!"
*ponder ponder ponder*
"Oh wait...."
*more pondering*
"It's my heart right?? and ... i'm in control of this thing right? so like...."
*ponder ponder*
"didn't i see some lame-o line in that movie adaptation about this"
*thinking about Nicholas cage as twins being awesome (2x the cage = 2x the awesome)*
"he said something like i knew she was talking s**t about me behind my back and making fun of me but the way i felt about her was mine and she cant take that away from me"
*smiles with satisfaction*

"I like that!!!"

so what, love is unconditional right and if you really love or care about someone it doesn't matter if they return it because you are loving because you love LOVE and it feels good to love and it feels good to give something to someone that's unique and special like love

 but you know its not like I'm not getting anything back tho, i get all this fantastic inspiration and whether anyone reads this bullshit or not , it feels good to be sitting here at my keyboard rambling and raving like the inspired ranting and raving lunatic i am =)

but where was i?

where have all the merry makers gone? the good guys at Harvey danger ask, and i tell you while i return to cynicism for a moment that they are all forgotten and fallen into the cracks and our society really doesn't give a crap about them anymore,

 its fantastic when i meet someone who feels the same way as me about this sort of thing, that love is in short supply and we've gotta spread the hell out of it and hope people get addicted to it again, and no, love is not sex... trust me i know

sex is not love, just like money is not happiness, and i wish i could say i speak for "Such and such people" when i say sex without love is mutual masturbation, i experienced sex + love before... and it was magnificent, but i was so f*****g depressed and messed up and lost at the time that i didn't even realize what i had, and then trying to recreate the event again i almost made it there again, i loved her but i don't believe she loved me.... even tho she said it... but those are just words, words that make the heart leap that's for sure but still just words

i believe in action and actions speak louder than words, remember that s**t , when a girl or a guy is whispering in your ear and staring deep into your eyes, and then not returning your phone calls for a week =p (sorry that's a low blow)

ya can hold onto those words but they honestly don't mean s**t

but yeah, the world is a s****y place, but you don't have to let it get you down all the time, all you've gotta do is sit back relax and think of all the good you can do, whether or not its appreciated or even known, nobody's gotta be there to pat you on the back to make you feel good, you get that from yourself, from your own flawed sense of superiority =p

and if someone tries to get you down... hey you know what? karma's a b***h right... and if you happened to see a chance to kick the karma ball rolling into the right direction, don't be scared to bruise your foot a little in the process, just don't get caught because its so much more f*****g hilarious! =)

"you are a heterosexual with homosexual attachments" ~ i just heard that on tv and it was awesome

thank you

and

good night

and good luck

rob-e
 

Reviews

[Aekmy]

'they are all forgotten and fallen into the cracks and our society really doesn't give a crap about them anymore,'
It has a veryy bitter taste to it.
I think this could be even better if you took the time to go back and capatilize the words in need and respell some things like, 'tho' should be 'though'.
Just a thought. (:
Nicely done, by the way.