why can't they see

work in progress.

why can't they see that I'm upset
why can't they understand either
I've lost to much
I've gone through things I know they don't understand
this isn't just the kid in me talking we are more diligent to these kind of things
it's like they can't see the signs
even though I thought I was being quite clear
and they keep pushing things on me, to be better, to do this
half the things I do are for them, not for myself, most of the things I do for them make me sad
I feel insecure, but that's not their problem. I don't get myself.
how can a person be so sad but smile everyday because she has too
why can someone not see my fake smile
have I used it so much that it looks like my normal smile
why can't they see, that I'm so upset .

Author's Note

work in progress, can't tell if I like it.

Reviews

[Dev]

Wow. Truly brings out the depression of the narrator. Nice one. I liked it.