Simple But I Never Say It

To my best friend
Who made me a father
Saved me from becoming someone I'd never want to be.

You have always been there
And will, to the end.

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Life gets in the way
To say sometimes how much I love you never eventualities
I may hold you tight
But silly I dont say how I feel about you.

To have you in my world
Making me all that I am
All that I have
You and two beautiful daughters who mean everything
All that my world could be
But stupid of me!

How I throw that away
To never tell you how important you are
Trampling this life in haste
Taking you for granted.

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I once took you away from everything
Then left you for a war
I was sorry then that I was wild
I'm sad now that I'll never change.

To now know you supported me to success
Guiding me till Millie was born
My embrace to responsiblities
The savour to some bad place I may have ended.

With Maisie to follow
The amazing miracle you made
Together, the four, so stronge
Different to any!
There's nothing like it.

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I've never been weak
Ever paused in fear
But to think now of our girls
The journey's they face
Brings me to my knees
Knowing the world they are to survive...

I wish I could give you both
All my strength
The streetwise I've earnt
Every memory to fight.

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I love you so much
The amazing mother you are 
Keep helping me with the girls
God you do already so much.

I'm sorry to want so much in life
With you sometimes not by my side
To be selfish and not think of you
To want to burn down the day
Go beyond the wall
Until my battery is 0%
Till the night turns to birds singing in the trees.

Keep supporting me in your "I don't know how you do it' way
The girls are so precious as they enter this crazy mad world
Only together we will make the best of it
As safe as it can be.

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It's so simple
But I never say it enough...

I LOVE YOU.