Monster

You meant the world to me
You would lie and cheat
I still looked past that
You made me change into someone I didn't know
You played me
You made me go insane
I don't know how to cope
I don't know how to feel
Was any of this even real
I am not me
Why can't you see
I've turned into a monster
Destroying everything in my path
I feel as if I have no heart
I have nothing left to give
You turned me into this cold hearted monster
For that I can never forgive
I see the scars you gave me
It reminds me what to never allow again
My love for you has faded
It's time for me to start new
It's time for me to live
I refuse to be the monster that you created