explanation

lately i have been mimicking the winter weather personality wise. so....well here's an explanation. take from it what you will

its not a grudge nor is it bad attitude.

its a way of life, experience.

the flippancy, indifference.

that is from knowledge of disappointment.

these feelings are never seasonal they are constantly cold.

reclusive, enigmatic, like eyes hiding behind foggy spectacle lenses. 

head down looking at the ground, eye contact is not needed.

it can't be social suicide when the conversation wasn't even alive.

these dark corners are home, the safest place.

protection from betrayal of familiar faces.

the vices of human nature are all too familiar, all to painful

repulsive....

 such disgrace is excluded from memory.

but alas this is an explanation.

do not mistaken this for chronic isolation.

this is not an illness but nor is it normal.

its a path chosen by trial an error resulting in discipline. 

Reviews

[xxxrawr_friendxxx]

im getting the feeling like winter is a teenage boy, angsty and upset all year around but it only shows during his months

[Baby Ricochet]

Reads a little painful and disjointed. Like you're depressed with a purpose.