The Pursuit of Happiness

Who knew a person could be filled with so much love

A person filled with so much hate

Who has no stories

All he ever wanted was a family

A man who is so confused

A boy who is so lost

The never ending road of thoughts to which he was lost

Wishing he could just find that one person to share the love

Always wanting the answer to the problem of why he is confused

Wanting to know why he is consumed in negativity and hatred

Not receiving the attention needed from anyone or his family 

All he ever wanted was a hint, a clue, or even a story

Never listening to the put downs or hurtful stories

Wondering through life not knowing where to turn or when to admit he is lost

Doubtful who to trust and who to call family

Craving the acceptance and love

Trying to run away from disappointment and hate

Praying not to turn the wrong way but everything is so foggy and confusing

All he wants is to get to the other side of this giant wall of confusion

always wondering where he came from but can't figure out the stories

Attempting to dodge the snowballing effect of hate

So much focus is put on this and now he is lost

Now he just searches for the person that wants his love

He can't find one person, not even his family

Now he wonders if there is such a thing as a family

Nothing now can stop these muggy thoughts and confusion

Could this be the end of his search for love?

Could this be the end to all of his stories?

Wondering if he can settle with being lost

Still advising himself that there is more to life than hate

There is now glimpses of the stress being relieved for there is no more hate

Through the slowly clearing fog he can see his mother and the rest of his family

Could it be that he is no longer lost?

There is no longer a never ending maze of mass confusion

It now seems there is faith of where he is from and the tale of his stories

Has he finally finished searching for love?

It appears that all of his hate and confusion have vanished

He has found his family and heard the stories of who he is and what he was

He is no longer lost and has reached his objective, love.