Hope

If you know then you know, first loves always hurt.

When you realize no one will care for you the way I do 

I can't force myself to delete your number 

I tell myself Im finally over you 

We both know that could never be true

I'll always be there for you 

More then myself 

I sit praying for a call, for a text 

I will never know what to expect next

I do know what I expected from you 

When you're alone 

Everyone finally leaves 

You'll just be a memory 

Falling to pieces but you didn't care 

It's all me 

All my fault

I hold it in so I can breath 

I just couldn't believe that you would do this to me

I wasn't the girl you needed me to be

I was stuck in my selfish ways 

Said you would be there when I needed you most 

In reality you just wasted my time 

But I still want you baby 

What happened to our forever 

I just need to hold you close 

Didn't mean to break your heart

Now that I have to let you go 

I know you could say this is all my fault 

I lied to you 

I know the pain inside you 

Trusted me 

I'll do you better than before 

Let me mend your broken heart.

I could never shut you out 

No matter how hard I tried 

I see it in your face 

I've let you down 

You can replace 

But you can't forget

Author's Note

My first heartbreak