A Breeze With Words

 

 

 

 

 

The questions you never asked float in my head

The answers I never spoke rest on my lips

Caught in my throat as I lay in bed

The seconds pass by but the minutes feel like hours

The hours like days

Because no one cares

I live my days fogged with haze

No one understands

Because they don’t look to see

Expect me to bust up and just say

What lies heavy and bothers me

But trust I can’t find

Sympathy I can’t take

My hearts been betrayed

Stabbed with a stake

Thrice is enough

My walls bare strong

But I wait till they break

Knowing what I do is wrong

But all I do is follow you

You do wrong and your footsteps you place

Right on my path, hoping I don’t follow

But the pattern I trace

Staring at the outline

I make my choice

Down I go

Pushed with great force

Before all I could do

Was trip and stumble on my path

No one would see or catch me

So I took a great fall, accepted the wrath

Locked it all out and felt alone

Thinking maybe being blind would cause my pain to ease

Alone it’s quiet and I can think

A wind blows by with words in it’s breeze

I hear a voice call out to me

I know it’s wrong not for me

One more down and one more cut

I let myself free

Flying away with the breeze

Now it’s for me

I feel at ease

And now maybe everyone can see