dont wake me if im dreaming

Tell me im not dreaming
reassure me that this is my life
make me believe I was always smiling
never did I yearn to die
A dream you say
Was I dreaming this whole time??
well how bad can it be
when I open up my eyes
so lost in my dream
but now waking up im terrified
searching for a glimmer of hope
to reach out and hold on to
But why do you refuse to give us hope, dear life?
Never having sympathy or even pity
torturing us with your cruel reality
never to let us realize your true beauty
You say miracles happen everyday
well I guess my miracle is that im still alive
Walking around with shatered hopes and dreams
your slowly taking my humanity away
Diminishing every drop of faith left in me
and still expecting me to want to stay
To hope against all odds
am i supposed to still stay strong?
How can you be so cruel and misunderstanding?
tell me how can you live with yourself dear life?
I also want to stop feeling pain all the time
actually I dont want to feel at all
cause even my dreams now have turned to nightmares
is there no peace now even when im asleep
Can't I ever have just a normal dream?
if I do let me continue sleeping
and dont wake me if im dreaming