Her but not for him

Her but not for him

A Story by Pinky Sabhnani
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Just a short sad story

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"Why, why do you always do this, why do you always hide everything from me?", he asked aggravatedly clenching his jaw

"I can't tell you anything, what if, you leave after knowing that I am annihilated, decimated and ruined and I don't wanna make you weak just like me", she sighed holding back her tears which had not fallen since the day he left which was 10 years ago.

"I am here, you won't be ruining me by being with me, you are making me a living corpse by creating this unwanted and definitely an uninvited barrier between us. You wanna know what you are to me, you are my everything, EVERYTHING, I love you, yeah I Love YOU, I love you more than a writer loves to write, more than a traveller loves to explore new places, more than Noah loved Allie, more than Augustus loved Hazel, leave aside all these mortal homosapiens, I love you more than the Sun shines, more than my heart allows my mind, more that wind loves to hustle or more than a cuddler loves to snuggle, more than a booklover loves the smell of books. I love you more than my wish that my headphones remained entangled everytime I take it, (she cracks a small smile at this), more than anything, I will love you even when your body won't be perfect, even if your face goes back to having acne like before, even if your hair becomes paper thin or even when you go bald. Because I'm in love with your soul, I'm in love with your anxiety, nervousness, vulnerability, your touching of your collar bone everytime you get nervous, your smiling to yourself, your singing random songs, closing of your eyes everytime you are scared, your eratic breathing, your faster heartbeats everytime I come closer to you. I never believed in this so called notion of being in love with someone's soul, but you, you made me believe it. You made me believe in love, you my idiotic, crazy, incredible, lovely, fabulous, genious, independent, strong, passionate, ambitious, not able to see how awesome you are through my eyes girl. I am in love with you, please be my girl" he pleaded staring right into her soul, stepping closer to her.

She sighed heavily, moving away saying with tears falling rapidly, "I know, I am in love with you too from whenever I can remember, but we can't be together, some stories aren't meant to be completed, we are like the Sun and Moon, we can stay together in same sky, but never be together at the same time".

She left, leaving him lifeless...

© 2017 Pinky Sabhnani


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Pinky Sabhnani
Pinky Sabhnani

Ahmedabad, Homosapien, India



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