changing scenery

words are words,
and a picture is a picture,
but i simply cant fathom a medium in which to express my feelings towards you.

in my opinion self expression may be dead,overrated,taken over by media and "scene kids" in which the main goal is to dramatize and philosophize that youth can find "true love" anywhere at anytime so long as they wear the right clothes and do the "scene" things.

believe me when i say im tired of this "emo monarchy",where the boys every girl wants sport jet black asymmetrical hair,skinny jeans,and hot topic shirts.

though i have been there,i still havnt found the "true love" promised.

however...

i have found myself in the throws of self gratification and heartache through jealousy and a "door-mat" like personality.

and still,some people want to claim i need "help",after im found on a bathroom floor with slashed wrist after catching him f*****g my girl...is it i whos done wrong?i think not.

so please,spare me your sympathy,
for i dont know what love is,
i just know it isnt in a fall out boy album.

all im asking is that you give me a chance