the catch

there's a catch 

with a single sentence 

with a motivation

im eager 

im hungry

i can no longer wait

i go over and grab this 

i feel with this

i love with this

but there's a catch

i become the same

i starve the same

but i look beautiful 

but the catch

makes me feel like a fool

makes me feel like an idiot

as i wear this mask society are blinded by my beauty

society is blinded by my suffering

but the catch

i can not bear to look miserable

so i feel miserable 

oh what a catch 

Author's Note

a nonsense and mystery of a poem
i don't expect everyone to understand
but i hope you feel with this