just feel depressed

im feeling depressed so i thought i would write something

im depressed im worthless im nothing no one cares about me i should leave this world i will never get better i will never find happiness i will not find love im ugly nobody cares about personality now they care about looks

i don't know what i can do i dont think i can go on i want to end this suffering i want it to just go away 

i can't handle this anymore im just a worthless ugly freak that gets bullied gets told to go die to just kill my self 

im stupid i f**k every friendship or relationship i have im a worthless freak people say im an attation seeker but i bet half of them dont even know anything about depression or dont have depression 

im an ugly freak who dosent deserve anything i need help i want help i can't get help :(