You'll Never Be Mine...

Please, someone help me

make me not care

make me hate you 

because loving you 

is doing me so much harm

My mind drifts like the snow

and sometimes

I can't tell apart

reality from fantasy

There can be no in between

my mind is always going to want more.

It's always going to drift and

think about you

And you're so clueless

a naive little boy

but perhaps, 

you're not so innocent

You know how I feel

but what you don't quite grasp

is how much I need 

you

I need you 

to get through the day

I need you

to keep the peace in my mind,

as ironic as it is, because

darling, you're tearing me apart.

I tried to distract myself

went out with a nice lad,

he was nice and cute,

but he wasn't you

I walked to the bottom 

of my broken heart,

and I thought of you,

but I only saw the image

of your eyes,

because the blood had flown too hard

I've come to the realization

that I love you, and I'm not lying

when I say I need you more than air

because life reverts itself useless

if you're not around

But I've also come to the realization

that perhaps I've fallen a bit too hard

when I lay my cold body down

to sleep my mind,

you're the last thought I have,

and the first when my eyes open,

like gaping mouths,

so I can once again reel 

over the fact

that you'll never be mine. 

Author's Note

It hurts so bad.

Reviews

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Awww that was screaming take the boy part out and it sounds like what I was facing with this lady I will always hold that love but it will never happen:( Yes it hurts. Makes me think why cant I have and hold something great for once. I love it you did great with it:)