Interference

Monologue about some troubles I had. I hope it's not too hard to read

The first time I saw you

I didn't know what to feel

I never could've thought

Of the wounds that wouldn't be willing to heal

I read a lot and thought stuff through

I tried to forgive but did not forget

who had done what wrong

what happend if we didn't met

There was never any kind

Of love I felt towards you

You interfered me all the time

And I know you always knew you do

After some years passed

We mosly talk ordinary with each other

As long as you didn't feel offended

Or worse, didn't feel smothered

Even though you would never admit it 

Requiring the glory of the entire population, you do

Maybe, I thought, you really don't know

Now I know, you like me more than I do you

Author's Note

I hope the content is not too hard to understand and that my english didn't fail that much

Reviews

[Evelyn]

I could not get it clear, what is it about - does it refer to a person, or something.

[Patricia]

It is more about a person I have known quite a long time. We had our troubles, but what he does just isn't right. He always knew what he did and how much he hurt other people and I really disrespect him for it. In my life I see him more like an interference than a person. As I wrote it I thought about our differences, because I had realized he could stand me more than I do him. Thats basically it. I just had the feeling to write that stuff down, it helps me to get over things you know. But thank you anyways for reading:)

[Evelyn]

thank Patricia. I was guessing something like this. And what a coincidence that I too write all the time when I feel hurt, angry, miserable, sad, and helpless. I write letter to the person who hurt me, and then destroy them and never let them read my letters of pain. Or I write poems and short stories.That is how I make myself feel better, and overcome problems, or saddening situations. I will read more of your poems soon and give my comments, and just a question if you also write short stories..... All the best

[Patricia]

It really help me, how nice that we do the same Haha. I tried but I am really Bad at plots and having the patience to write a short story. Thank you that is really nice of you! You took!

[Evelyn]

Sorry Patricia for being away from this site. Reason is I was so engaged with other things with my professional life, that I had to skip out some of my writings..... issue with time. After two years back again here, and catching up with lost time. How are you and do you write still. Love to continue to read your writings. Hope you still write when you feel hurt. I still do ..... Good luck and take care.

[Patricia]

Hello old friend! Same with me. I started a new job and moved to a new city. I barely write (which is bad, but also good you know), but I try to do more! This was such a sweet message thank you very much, this just made my day, even 4 months later (I'm very sorry I've been not active either). Good luck for you too and please also take care :)

[Evelyn]

Hello - sorry again for the late response. I was away too. Not away from writing, but I was busy with job and stuff. So how are you and how is your writing. All the best with it and please continue to write and share for reviews too. I will do same. Best of luck

[Patricia]

Dont apologize! I completely understand. Still Not writing much at the moment, but i will try to bei more aktive. Best wishes to you too!