Cheaters Will Never Change

I wrote this out of anger, when someone close to me, who I love profoundly, hurt me for the second time.

Stare into my eyes

My pupils reflecting

Discomfort, sadness,

Loss of trust and a lying past

 

Seeing into the future

Even trying to imagine

Has become so cloudy and unclear

 

The words you speak to me

Words left unspoken

Destroy me

Every time a great risk that

I won’t recover

 

I hate myself

I hate you

I love you

I want you

I want to rid you

From me

 

Never was this anything real

I really see this now

Convince me that everything meant nothing

When in reality it all meant something

Yet you can lie to me

Me of all people

 

Go enjoy the sex you receive

From every which place and person

Enjoy the kisses and soft touches

Because don’t expect me to be yours

Never again

 

I love you

Always have and will

But you don’t feel the same for me

Say whatever words

You manipulative b***h

I’m turning deaf to all your sweet lines

I’m tuning out all your "I love you’s"

Don’t speak to me until you establish who I am

Feel no shame in telling people you are taken

The girlfriend is me

I am she

 

If you can’t bring yourself to say that

Don’t bother speaking to me

I’ll have no importance

Not now

Not ever

Reviews

[Amber V. Black]

I like it i can relate to it, it displays the feeling good but not saying them directly

[Mauricio Montoya]

lots of feeling,looking without from within great piece.

[alesuriko]

Nicely done. You really displayed the emotion you felt behind each word. The flow isn't the best and some lines give an awkward feel to the tongue. But it's very expressive and easy to relate to. "You manipulative b***h" was a good line, it was placed well to give off a harsh tone. I liked it.