Perry knew the two envelopes
were still there. Perched one the edge of his glass topped desk, just
waiting to opened and dealt with. The time had come to end it. End
all the weeks of negotiation. His future and the future of those
closest to him were dependent on his signing on the spaces marked in
those envelopes. But he still could not bring himself to open them.
He looked out the floor to ceiling window which acted as one
entire wall of his top floor office and saw the city before him.
Perry used to tell himself this was his city. He had been born in the
hospital a mile from his current office. He had attended the
elementary and middle schools not two blocks from where he stood, and
he could see the roof of his high school as his eyes gazed out into
the cold November night.
The first signs of winter shown
back. Nothing dangerous, just a light dusting of pure white snow that
so many people in the area seemed to enjoy, but Perry detested. Every
year for as long as he could remember, he would curse himself for not
heading south or west at the first sign of snow. Yet here he stood.
It wasn't like he didn't have the money to move. He could live
anywhere in the world he wanted too. He could own a house on each
continent if he chose. But he could never bring himself to leave this
small quiet town of 15,000 nestled in the mountains of West Virginia
about an hour from Washington D.C.
Even when his college
friends scattered about the country and the world with high power and
prestige jobs, Perry was resolute in his belief that he could be
successful right where life had started for him. And he was right.
Just last year, Perry was named one of the 40 most influential people
in the country under 40 years old. He smiled a little at this thought
as he watched the pure white snow hit the window.
He never
considered himself influential in any way. He simply saw a gap in the
market and sought to fill that gap. That simple and basic idea was
not about to make him millionaire several times over. His, and the
lives of everyone who worked for him, were about to change with just
a few signatures. Perry looked back over his shoulder at the desk
once more.
The desk had once been a cluttered mess of
paperwork. It once housed some of the biggest, most obscene contracts
you could imagine. Numbers that made Perry's head spin now. It was
the same desk which had seen him through four years at the college
right down the street. It was the same desk on which he christened
the new office with her. Now, it was the desk on which sat two of the
heaviest documents in his life.
The plain tan envelopes
looked thin. In reality, each contained only 10 sheets of paper each.
It was a rule Perry had maintained since the first day of opening the
company. Nothing was ever to be sent to him or a client over 10
pages. Simple and streamlined was the motto Perry had always preached
to his staff.
“Still unopened I see." Will, Perry's
best friend, confidant, and all around right hand man laughs, leaning
against the door frame of the office.
“Just glanced them
over.” Perry replies as he walks around the desk and sits. He loves
this chair. He has slept in it, brokered million dollar deals in it,
and even done things that defy the physical laws of gravity in it.
“I marked where your signature is needed.” Will says, now
stepping into the office. Perry does not believe in doors. Not one
office in the entire building has a door on it. There are two large
conference rooms on the floor below them which offer the only privacy
in the seven story structure.
Will walks to the large black
leather couch which covers one entire wall opposite the desk and
flops down. Like Perry, he is wearing the company uniform: jeans and
a t shirt. Since it is winter, it's a long sleeve tee. From day one,
a no suit and no tie policy was instituted. Even shoes which were not
sandals or tennis shoes were frowned upon, but nothing was in
writing.
“Any plans for tonight?” Perry asks, ignoring
the signatures comment.
“Nice try. You know you have to get
those off your desk.”
“I am just not in the mood to read
it right now.” Perry's voice shows slight signs of irritation, but
Will knows it is not at him, but rather at the situation.
“They
are both a done deal. Just sign and date. I will even take them to
FedEx for you. Four signatures and it's all over.”
Perry
knows Will is just like himself. Getting to the point and getting
things out of the way. The envelops have been sitting on the desk for
two days. An almost unheard of amount of time for anything to sit
around the office.
“How did I get to this point?” Perry
asks, not really to Will, just a passing thought through his mind
verbalized.
“Don't do this to yourself. In the entire time
I have known you, which has been almost 20 years, never once have you
doubted a decision you made. You are not that guy. Just sign the damn
papers, and move on. There is really nothing more you can do. The
deal is done.”
“That still does not answer the question.
How did we get to this point. Remember the old office, just you and
me, working 18 hour days. Bouncing through every dive on the coast
looking for clients. How did we go from that to working 18 hour days
behind a desk and a laptop? We swore we would never become those
guys. Yeah, we don't wear the suits, but we are still those guys. We
became paper pushers, nothing more.”
“Stop it.” Will
says with a smile, while continuing to lay on the couch. “You
turned that small one room office into this. A multi-million dollar
company with 27 employees and over 1000 clients.”
“But
that was never what I wanted.” Perry laments as he stands and walks
around the desk, looking at the pictures on the wall. Every office in
the industry had one: the ego wall. The wall that was used to show
potential clients what they could become. Picture after picture of
Perry and Will with the big names in the industry. Every picture is
scanned closely by Perry. The smiles in the pictures grow wider with
each passing year. It is not hard to see why. The further up the
ladder of success the company climbed, the more A list the pictures
became. His gaze stops, and Will knows exactly what picture it is on
as he rises from the couch and walks to the wall with Perry.
“Not
signing does not mean she is going to come back. It's over man, you
need to face it.”
“You're right Will, it is over” Perry
responds as he pulls the first pack of papers out, flipping to the
pages Will has marked for signing. Grabbing the lone pen on his desk,
Perry starts to sign.
“This was the first thing she ever
gave me.” Not looking up from the papers, Perry scrawls his name
across the blank line.
“Graduation present, right?” Will
smiles, having heard the story before.
“Right.” comes the
quick reply, smiling a little as Perry opens the second pack of
papers and signs. “There you go.” a week smile appears on both
their faces as they look at down at the papers on the desk.
“Welcome to your new life.” Will whispers as Perry just
reads the large bold type on each stack: Buy/Sell Agreement For RTM
Management on the top of one and Summary Judgment For Divorce across
the other.
Friday November 30, 2009
3:15 am
The
original office was a small two story building squeezed between an
appliance store and a pizzeria. Perry stood in front of that building
as the snow blew all around him. It was just two blocks from the
current home of RTM Management, but in reality, it was a million
miles away. Perry looked at the now run down building and felt sad.
He was sad because he longed for the days of working in that office.
He wanted to rewind 17 years off his life and be hustling for clients
again. Now, he was turning away hundreds of clients a week. Back
then, he would work for a month just to get a client to talk to him.
“What the hell happened?” he asked to himself out loud.
He knew the answer. What happened was the same thing that always
happened to companies like his. Expansion and growth led to more and
more demand, which led to a bigger building. He looked down the
street and saw the current building which occupied RTM.
It
was the tallest building in the small town. RTM had been leasing the
top 4 floors of the 7 story structure for 2 years now. The renovation
had taken a year. Now, there was a company gym and conference rooms
on one floor, 20 offices on the next floor, and his office and large
apartment on the top floor. He had a view of the entire town from
both windows of his spacious office, plus the windows from his
apartment. But he did not care. He would have much rather had a view
of the street he was standing on from his old office.
He knew
why the new offices had been necessary. He and Will had taken RTM
from a two man operation to a national force in a short amount of
time. They had forced the need for more employees and more employees
meant a bigger workspace. But that did not mean he had to like it.
“I figured I would find you here.” Perry heard the
familiar voice and turned, smiling.
“Hello
Elisabeth.”
“Can you believe it is still empty?”
Elisabeth Householder smiled back.
Standing slightly under 6
feet tall with shoulder length red hair and jade eyes, she was a head
turner in any town. But in the small West Virginia town, she was a
traffic stopper. Elisabeth had been there with Perry and Will at the
very beginning. She acted as the non-paid secretary for RTM in the
early days, then moved up to running the office as expansion
occurred. She was a hometown girl through and through, still
attending the Friday night football games in the fall and drama
club's seasonal productions.
She remained single and dated
infrequently. More than anything, she was the only person other than
Will who Perry told everything too.
“I'm not surprised it's
still empty. This town is, or should I say, has dried up long ago.
Each year the population shrinks a little more.” Perry responds.
Even knowing her for 30 years, growing up together and watching her
grow more and more into the women she became can not stop Perry from
still being in total awe of Elisabeth. They dated briefly when they
were in high school, but both realized they were way to close as
friends for it to go anywhere.
“I can't believe you still
wear that thing.” she laughs as she motions to the worn American
flag leather jacket which had been a staple of Perry's wardrobe since
college.
“Will never get rid of it” he playfully laughs
back. “What are you doing out this time of night?”
“I
am guessing the same thing you are....reminiscing.”
“So
you come here to give me a hard time?” Perry asks.
“Nah,
figured you have had enough people doing that to you lately, but I do
have to ask, are the papers signed?”
“This afternoon. Will
dropped them off at FedEx. Come Monday morning, we are all
unemployed.” Perry laughs.
“I don't think any of us will
be asking for assistance anytime soon” Elisabeth winks with a grin.
“I still can't believe the past few weeks.”Perry says as
he turns back to the building, a soft sigh
escaping his lips.
“You had no choice Perry. This is the best thing for
everyone.”
“Still does not make it any easier. RTM is the
only thing I have ever known. My entire life had been consumed by it”
he pauses and turns back to face her “What do I do now?” His
voice is shaky, almost on the verge of a breakdown.
“Now,
you take some time to decompress. Get away from here for a while.
When was the last time you went on vacation?”
“I could ask
the same of you.” Perry smiles back.
“Have you talked to
her recently?” Elisabeth asks cautiously.
“Nah, she does
not answer the phone for me anymore. Everything is through the
lawyers now. It's done, she will get her check, which is all she ever
wanted, and then it will all be over.” Perry's voice had not
emotion. No bitterness, no sadness, just a void.
“I really
am sorry Perry. You deserved better.”
Perry just looks back
at the building before them, his eyes taking in the memories. His old
theater teacher had owned the building and rented the top floor out
to he and Will when they were sophomores in college. It had been a
small apartment, but much better than the on campus housing so many
of their friends had been stuck with. Upon graduation, they
negotiated a lease for the entire building, and set up RTM on the
lower floor while still residing on the upper level. After 5 years of
this arrangement, they bought the building from their old teacher,
who had since retired to Florida.
RTM was still the owner of
the building, and Perry made sure it was maintained perfectly even
though it housed no tenants. The downtown area was a ghost town. Once
RTM pulled out of their current offices, that building too would most
likely sit empty.
“So you decided what you are going to do
next?” Perry smiles over to Elisabeth.
“New York.” she
replied, a little hesitation in her voice.
“Doesn't
surprise me, you always did enjoy the winters here.”
“It's
not for the weather. I am still young enough to enjoy the city.”
she grinned. Perry knew it was a jab at him. Since the deal was first
being crafted, he was being urged by all involved to accept a
position in the new company.
“When do you leave?” he
asked, not wanting to go down that path with her again.
“Start
January 1, so I have a month left here. Am going to go up next week
to get settled into the apartment, then will be back here for
Christmas.” The lack of any emotion in Perry's voice was starting
to unnerve Elisabeth as they talked. “Are you going to be alright?”
she asked in a caring tone.
“I don't know.” Perry said,
almost to himself. She had never seen him like this. Perry was always
the self assured, confident one in their little trio.
“Why
don't you come up with me next week? I could use the help, we can
take in a couple shows, and hit our favorite places to eat. It's been
about a year since you have been there, right?”
“Yeah,
our last scouting trip there was September last year.” Perry said,
his voice still in a far off place. Before she could respond, a
ringing burst through the air. Both of their cell phones were going
off in unison. Looking down, Perry and Elisabeth saw the message then
looked up at each and and began to sprint back to the RTM building.