realize

um ya i felt like writing a rap song lol so tell me what you think1 :)

I don't think i understand the sacrifices that she made. maybe if i  f*****g acted right she would have f*****g stayed, but i wasted this relationship like it didn't mean a thing, i should have been a better me so she could have seen what we could have been, but instead i broke her heart, threw it right back in her face. i acted like a b***h, i just bought another case of beer, i couldn't see her and how she felt towards me, i just cracked another open, what the f**k man can't you see? she gave you her heart and what do you do, you f*****g drop it, wow you just topped it off can't you just f*****g stop it. Now i realize what i had and what i did it's f****n sad and i'm not glad for what i did and what i said, but i think it's time to come out and apologize for what i did, i took your heart and ran it straight into the planet, right into the dirt and you could no longer stand it, now the respect you demand it but i could not hand it, man f*****g can it, of course you can you just didn't care about what you had and its f*****g sad that you could not see, you could not be what she deserves, no orders, just love respect and care, to be there no matter what, you dare go there and say it's her, she's not the one who caused this commotion in the first place cause all she did was care for you and say your worth it, she would always be there and she would always share everything with you and she called you teddy bear. and now she's gone, got to be strong, hit the gong, the time is up, the door is shut, its over but at least you know what you did was wrong. time to move on to another relationship, wait save it b***h, she was the one all along.