Addict, A song.

About the failure of not breaking the habit and the fall of a friendship and failure of trying to heal someone.

Your an addict, I know because I was too

But you said we would get through this together

I bet it was the biggest lie you've ever told. 

Chorus

Relapse, after relapse your only getting worse.

Destroying my trust, at least your plan worked. 

Cut after cut continually breaking the skin

Crimson scarlet ribbon drip again and again. 

Verse 2

I forgave you, night after night.

Saying I'd be there for you.

That you were better than this.

Because guess what? To me you were.

When you hurt, I hurt. 

When you bled I bled. 

Chorus

Relapse, after relapse your only getting worse.

Destroying my trust, at least your plan worked. 

Cut after cut continually breaking the skin

Crimson scarlet ribbon drip again and again. 

Verse 3

No matter, I swore I'd never give up on you.

You hadn't given up on me. 

But I don't think you understand how hard it is when.

I am completely surrounded by temptation. 

To stay clean, to get better. 

Chorus

Relapse, after relapse your only getting worse.

Destroying my trust, at least your plan worked. 

Cut after cut continually breaking the skin

Crimson scarlet ribbon drip again and again. 

Bridge

No words could describe the pain you put me through. 

Or how much it hurts to stand here without you. 

So I attempted these lyrics to fill the spaces. 

The spaces you made,

the holes you created. 

But you see now, I'm better. 

10 months clean, to this day. 

I'm happy, I'm alive. 

Stronger than I've ever been and will ever be. 

But still if I could have one wish, i'd go like this.

Chorus

Recovery, improvement your always getting better. 

I knew I could trust you, saving you actually worked. 

Scar after scar, continually healing the skin. 

Victory, laughter, happiness ring again and again.

Author's Note

To you chan, tho were not friends I KNOW your better than this.

Reviews

[An owl on the moon]

You write with such a power and passion. And though filled with the pains of addiction, you give us all a hope that it can be ended with a sense of happiness. Amazing song!