In your shoes.

To Chan, though it means nothing to you :/

I awoke this morning, 

Shaking and trembling. 

Trying to decide if I was awake, 

or even alive. 

I had a dream, 

no make that a nightmare. 

My mom was sick, terminally. 

And if she was to die. 

The whole family was. 

My step father has no right over us.

We would live with my dad,

I'd rather die. 

I remember screaming as she lay in the hospital bed. 

Take me with you! 

I wake up, and I'm thankful. 

This isn't real. 

You really are strong Chan. 

I underestimate you completely. 

Weather you hate me,

dispise me. 

I will always think of you 

as a sister. 

A hero. 

Someone who can teach other people. 

That theres more to life. 

I hope one day you realize it too.