Just break me.

I'm broken from the inside out,
It all started with the heart,
Such a fragile organ, broken by the weakest of things.
Then it leaked to my thoughts.
They're a delicate wavelength, colored by your out look on the world,
Mine started with a rainbow array of colors, but slowly faded to a washed out gray.
After that, it tainted my eyes,
Oh, how they used to sparkle with thoughts of him playing behind them,
Big browns with speckles of big city dreams, framed by long lashes,
Now they're just mud puddles.
Lastly, my pride and joy; my smile.
It used to dazzle anyone from thinking anything was wrong,
It could have hidden anything from the world.
Now it's a wasted effort.
Maybe I'll get lucky and someone with a warm, patient heart will come by and fill in the cracks of my soul,
It's all a matter of how, when,
And how much more I can take before a total meltdown