You make it go away.

 

Your smile brightens up my day.

Like the sunshine you are my own personal ray.

Your voice echos off the walls of my heart. 

All I am doing is tearing myself apart. 

Theres no use in trying. 

When I know I'll loose. 

Yet I can't help but to think about you.

You make it all go away. 

Make all theses tears fade. 

Why must you make me feel so happy?

You are not mine. 

And that hurts me like something I cant describe.

I don't want you to care.

I don't want  me to care. 

It's so pointless to try.

It's so pointless to cry. 

I'll never know if I don't try. 

Why though why?

I can't try.

Youv'e been there forever.

Through the good and bad.

you always tried to cheer me up.

Why do u worry when I'm sad?

I can't stand this anymore. 

I just want to get away. 

Escape. 

Stop pretending and being so fake. 

You send chills down my spine.

and put fireworks in my eyes.

Stop telling me to belive in hope. 

You don't understand. 

It's getting harder to be around you.

Sometimes I can't stand it.

I hate myself for it.

Maybe this will one day fade.

But for now I'll have to feel the pain. 

I'll smile, and wave and joke around. 

You tell me to find a reason to live. 

I found one, and you have no clue.

That, that reason is you.

I'll sigh. 

I'll say I'm fine. 

I didn't know it would hurt this bad.
I was afraid. 

I was denying myself. 

I don't want  you to try to make me feel better.

You just cant help.

Not this time.

I can't ruin what you have with her. 

Maybe it's time to say goodbye. 

Get away from You.

I know I didn't want this to happen.
 
I'm guessing you'd think the same way too.

I can't handle this I'm going insane. 

Why did I fall for you.

Maybe.

because you saved me. 

So this time I'll save you

keep my mouth shut. 

And pretend. 

It will all be better for everyone in the end. 

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[An owl on the moon]

This is so very beautiful and bittersweet. The movement of the words, like running thoughts, so perfectly flows down... What an amazing, emotional insight into a desire for love that is beyond our reach. Incredible poem...

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Ugh. One of the worst things in life is liking a guy you can't have--but what's even harder is when he's NICE to you (haha), because he has no idea what you're feeling and just thinks you're friends, but then it makes you want him more. I've been through the same exact thing too many times to count.

Very personal and relatable poem. :]

[Peaches]

Incredible! This poem has immense emotions raging all through it, it's visually stunning, a painting in print. The rhythm pulls you in and carries you through the entirety. This poem doesn't speak, it feels; pain, anguish, confusion, uncertainty. This is an amazing write, I'm so glad I read this.