Don't let go.

True thoughts.

This razor blade gives me the most love I have ever felt.

Don't hate me I already hate myself.

So they say learn from your mistakes.

We'll look what I've done.

Only thing I learned from this is instead of a Knife

Next time it will be a gun.

I'm not just hurting myself.

I hurt both you two, too.

The slices across my arm, they don't burn.

They don't sting.

Nothing.

I feel nothing, except the over welming guilt of failure.

I'm sorry.

I failed, I lost

There is  no more game.

I've finally relaized it was never a game.

I can do better than this

was the thought running through my head.

All I wanted to do was be dead.

Hurt myself beyond belief.

 But that would not help anything at all.

I stop short of what I was about to do.

Why would I do this to you?

I slam down the knife, and run.

I keep running,

But no matter how hard I try.

This is not going away.

Please don't let go of me.

I've already let go of myself.

If you let go.

I'll let go sonner than you know.

I have no faith that I am worth this trouble.

I have no hope I can make it far enough to stop.

I need you.

I need myself too.

I want to take this knife

and end this pitiful life.

I'm not worth your trust.

Please let go of me.

I'm letting go myself.

I can't even trust myself with my own life.

Help me.

Hurt me.

Make me bleed.

I need a friend.

Not this.

Make it end!

Don't let go....

 

 

Reviews

[I'llPlayTheJuliet]

How were we not institionalized when we were this insane?
I love you beebeecheese. We've been through so much together.
You are my sister for life, we're bound in ways that aren't even tangible.

[An owl on the moon]

So powerfully vivid, inward pain expressed through outward acts... searching for relief... seeking some peace... acceptance... devotion... I can feel the depth of this hurt so much through your words.

[Wunderlich]

I like this ._.
Well written and the continuity is very nice. Good job :D