Lie

Lie is all I can I do now

I have nothing left.

I am miserable all the time

If it hurting those around me then what am I left to do.

I am not myself anymore.

It should be so easy.

Why can I not get this right.

I was happy once before.

Now it seems that, that will come no more.

I need time, please understand I need it more than anything.

But what if I fall, and loose it all.

I could loose everything and everyone I have gained so far.

I can't do that, never....

So I may smile to you, and say I'm great.

But thats so you stay here, and not get cussumed in what I have become.

I hate what I have become.

So I lie.

I say I'm great.

I say I'm fine

I will always be dying inside.

I want people to know the truth.

But nobody accepts that anymore.

So I will lie.

Lie until I really am fine.

Or for the rest of my life.

Its all I can do.

I cant loose anymore.

Lie.

Reviews

[An owl on the moon]

So powerful, deeply moving... and I can relate so well... times in my life when lying simply was easier than telling the truth about me.... Such an intricate look into the complexity of life we face so often. Amazing write...