Looking back.

Stop looking back

Start letting go

Nothings going to happen

stop worrying

Stop looking back.

I have to look back though

I don't know why.

I have better friends now

But I miss it

I miss everything

I won't lie

I cant lie anymore.

I miss waking up and knowing everythign would be perfect.

I miss going to your house every weekend.

I miss blind tag at midnight

and jumping off roofs at the break of dawn

I miss waking up on the trampoline, at 6 A.M

I miss you.

I miss the way you tried to change me, make me opptomistic.

I miss the way you always got me to not feel self concious

Most of all...

I miss myself

When you left you took my whole child hood away

and now I know

Its all over

No going back

I can't be carless

I can't go one second without worrying

No longer can I ride fourwheelers around town and break all the rules.

Stop looking back

Start letting go.

Theres only one problem

I cant let go of these memories.

They haunt me forever.

 

 

Reviews

[Wunderlich]

This done extremely well. Amazingly done, great job :D

[An owl on the moon]

Such a mix of beautiful and bittersweet, hovering over thoughts of yesterday and hope for today. Truly spoke deeply to me, as I know it had a message for you too. Thank you so much.