An Ugly DucklingA Poem by MiuI was an ugly duckling Not a beautiful swanI remember the first time I saw him He was laughing with his friends My breath was caught And only a yard of empty space separated our bus windows I stared at him with wonder Was this me falling for another guy? Would this only be a crush?
For days I watched He teased Rachael like there was no tomorrow Through those windows He talked to my friends who had sat next to me for years But not me I was still invisible I’m always just a quiet bird Then I thought about everything
What was I thinking?! He was a year older than me What chance did I stand against the beautiful girls he went to class with everyday? I was an ugly duckling trying to compete with beautiful swans
But then One day We made eye contact Only for a second, but still it was there My heart was filled with joy But still What chance did I have? They were swans, I was an ugly duckling What little chance I stood.
He said he didn’t like me But we somehow ending up dating I was overjoyed
But then He stopped calling No texts No messages No talking I knew what was coming I could have prepared my heart for it No, I wouldn’t
The words stung They hurt more than any physical pain When I asked He told me that he had fallen in love with someone else I asked why he had ever loved me at all I got back the most surprising answer He told me He thought I was beautiful
Through my tears I laughed He needed his eyes checked I was an ugly duckling Not a beautiful swan
I forgave him I couldn’t stay mad him He still owned a place in my heart Between the love and the hate He was just there My friends were angry at him But not me
Months later On facebook I saw that he was online I sat there at my computer desk Debating Should I talk to him? What if he doesn’t want to be friends?
I took a deep breath And finally put my fingers to the keyboard But stopped I couldn’t help but notice something He had been the first boy to ever call me beautiful I smiled and typed hello. © 2011 MiuAuthor's Note
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Added on November 5, 2011 Last Updated on November 5, 2011 AuthorMiuAboutIm a quiet person who has emotional problems. I'm trying my hardest to hang on to what i know. Other than all of that creepy dark stuff, i love to write, read, draw, hang with my colorguard family (t.. more..Writing
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