Stupid You

A poem I wrote for many hearts that have been broken by whom they didn't expect and whom they love so much.

People make mistakes, but you were the worse one of them all.
I loved you with all my heart but you crushed it and watched it fall.
There isn't any words the world could provide to describe the pain you have gave me.
But through tears, pain and blood I have spilled for you and couldn't be set free.
My best moments of laughter and happiness were by you and only you and noone else.
But watching you purposely hurt me is like a whipping to my heart of a thousands belts.
You changed me into the worse being, how do you expect me to live my life and act?
I became an obsessed person over you and didn't have any clue how to react.
I lied, cheated, and became a crazy person over you because I loved you so much.
I only wanted to be with you even if it was through a life changing and endless touch.
But you continue to hurt me and kept smiling and laughing about it to my face.
Why? Why are you doing this to me? Why are you running from me like you're in a race?
I always thought in the beginning, you were the best thing that Allah has given me.
I didn't realize later that you became the biggest mistake that life has given me.
You weren't a man and never was a man for many reasons but the main reason is the worse.
You loved yourself too much. How could you live your life with that much remorse?
You thought you were better or hotter or smarter, you wish it was that life was that simple.
Truthfully, you beauty resembled same as a picture except only it was completely crimpled.
The man I fell in love with, slowly and painfully erased from my heart and eyes.
I see you so disgusting. What I felt for you was a bunch of endless and terrible lies.
You changed yourself from being the best thing in my life to the worse of my nightmares.
You gave me nothing but endless tears and pain with no reasonable good shares.
You were a sickness that spread inside my body and hardened until it was completely firmed.
A thing with no feelings of its victims, a virus that attacks for its joy, only but a germ.
In the end, I lost my pride and honor and for what did I get in any benefit?
Now I go through my life and suffer my mistakes that was completely manifested.
F**k you. I hate you. Ill never forgive you for as long as I live.
Without you in my life, my world has turned into the biggest heart warming relief

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Anger and being pissed off is written with strength and purpose in your words. Sometime better to allow the sadness to escape. Bitterness leave no winner. A powerful poem of disappointment and yearning.
Coyote

[Tainted Devotion]

Wow....this is truly deep....it holds so much pain...it's a very good poem indeed...but you might want to split up the poem more so that it doesn't look at all jumbled up....but over all it's very good...the saddening story of such a shattering relationship plagues some of us often....it rips and tears away at us constantly....very moving and saddening....but again very good...