Waiting

I wrote this about a girl i love a lot but its not the right time to love or be with her how i want to

Writing about you is all that i can do now.
Its the easiest way to keep everything in but i keep asking myself how..
Im going to be able to do this for the next few years.
Holding in all these feelings and fighting back all the tears.
Do you really think that someone will find the beauty in all your darkness?
Will you allow another person to love you for all that you are including your dorkness?
All these potential females take a little piece from you
Im just asking that you dont share your fragile heart with them too
Its already broken to a thousand pieces so what is there to fix
Im over here speaking all this nonsense as if i aint s**t
But we all know better cause i have the power to break you
Its sad really cause i know all i want is to love you
I would never wish this feeling upon my worse enemy
Its almost like being alone in a house full of company