Forever Strong

 

My life was divine

It was perfect

Everything I ever wanted

Anything that I could ever imagine

But then you came along

Walked into the room

Made people turn their heads

Made people want to look

It started with just One..

                                            Some…

                                             All….

Everyone was gone

They’ve taken your side

I don’t know whom to trust

I don’t know whom to believe

Turned everyone into one of you

Turned everyone into what I never wanted

I knew what you were thinking

I knew what you wanted

 

Had that fake smile

Those fake words

Never meant it

Those lies

Just took my friends

 

Looked back with those eyes

And ran

 

Tried so hard to make me jealous

Tried so hard to make me want to be you

Always gave me that look

Like I was the crazy one

Like I was the one who ruined your life

Hated when I was the center of attention

Just hated when your friends were around me

Always told everyone to leave me

And follow you

 

 

Stole everyone

I stood there

Shocked

Confused

Speechless

In the blink of an eye

My life has changed

For the worst

All because of you

 

There’s nothing

Absolutely nothing

That will make me get over

                                

 

 

 

You.

 

 

 

 

Your followers

Lie

Act like you

Say they never will

Never be like you

They already are

Once struck

Always will be

 

 

I’ve never lied so much in my life

I’ve never put on that mask until you came along

I’ve never seen someone so convincing

I’ve never seen someone so nice

But yet, so full of hate and deceit

 

Only my true friends know who you are

They know your ways

They're not blinded

They despise you

They loathe you

 

You’re never alone

Never thoughtful

Never sorry

This was your plan

Your devious plan that worked

 

No one will ever believe me

No one will ever see

What you have done

Everyone masked by your façade

Your two faced personality

You’re an angel

You’re the devil

I just want to say

I will NEVER forgive you

I will NEVER be you

I will NEVER change my mind

I wish I could tell you honestly

How I felt about you

How much you hurt me

How much they hate you

I don't want to start a fight

Not now

Not ever

 

Every time you came around

Every time I heard that name

I felt that knot in my stomach

Made me queasy

Made me uneasy

 

Now I’m strong

I always will be

I know your ways

I’ll always be alert

I'll never be fooled again

My life still isn’t perfect

It never will be

But for one thing

I will never be what you want me to be

 

Just Leave

Let me be

 

 

Tiffany.

 

 

 

Reviews

[Aquamarine15202]

Wow! That was a great poem :)
Good writing!

[sara!]

amazing. simply amazing. i love you.

[Becca :)]

Whoa Tiffany... this is really powerful!! I can seriously feel your pain and emotion. I could feel the hurt myself as i was reading this. This is an excellent piece. its very expressitive, and very relatable. I am so impressed with this piece. I honestly think this is excellent. Good job. Writing is the best way to express yourself! : )

p.s. if you don't mind me asking, is there a certain person that this is about??

[Shannon]

Woah dude, that was intense. =o

[Deepshikha]

ZOMGOSH.
DID YOU WRITE THIS???
THIS IS AMAZING!
AWESOME!
Beautiful!
*tearteartear*

[Fear Corrupts!]

Hmm..
Now this is quite a rant, isn't it? [ Obviously ]
Good thing I like reading rants...
I like this, it's very true, honest, & all together a good read.
Has a nice flow, and somewhat of a good rhythm.

Thanks for Sharing.

{ Fear Corrupts! }