the wanting of the bad

something that could answer your questions

why, tell me why the worst thing seem to be the right way. when ever we want something and know its wrong the right way seems to make you feel worse. Do you understand what I am saying? When we want to make mistake we don't think, but some how its what we want. Then the consequences kick in then we get all the pain and regret out of making these mistakes.

Later on in our life's we remember these mistakes but we don't think to deeply about them, but when we come face to face with them it hits us like a ton of bricks,its like we go into a quick flash backs, like in the movies. That's when we break, we cry get depressed, over what?

well that's just it, deep ,deep, deep down in us there is something called  THE WANTING OF THE BAD. Its like a big whisper that makes us regret all the mistakes yet some how we would love to repeat the mistakes. We would make the mistakes again in a flash of lighting.

I wish I could explain more deeply but that's just it, THE WANTING OF THE BAD controls us it makes us lie makes us stop from telling things that could put people in danger. I could on dream of the days I could break myself from THE WANTING OF THE BAD. Then I would be truly free from my mistakes......

Wouldn't you agree...?

Author's Note

its not the only one there are loads more

Reviews

[Antoñyo]

It sounds like you speak of simple "growth" and maturity.

Thanks for the share

[pams poems]

i dont understand what u mean by simple growth please explain

[Antoñyo]

"why, tell me why the worst thing seem to be the right way." You start with this, and go on from there.
As we grow older, and with time and experience, we know and better understand that the easier things or ways in life are more often, the easier ways out of difficult situations. Why is it always easiest for people to become cold or hard after being hurt, for example....because remaining our true selves means keeping the part of us that let's people hurt us. It takes great strength to do UNTIL that time and experience kicks in and we become better equipped to handle such times. Unless we choose (and many do), there IS NO 'WANTING to be bad' then.

[pams poems]

hahaha i was just trying to express how i was feeling i know its not real its a poem

[Antoñyo]

No, no, I disagree. It's very real and necessary. You wrote (and will write) what many feel.
Never compromise being you at any stage of your life. Sharing how we feel through poetry/stories can only aid others. Though that will criticize aren't here for the right reason.
Thank you for your share!

[pams poems]

so it this good?

[Antoñyo]

It's just my opinion but I believe all non-malicious writing shared as art or knowledge is good. :-)
Keep writing!

[pams poems]

ahh thank u