Never Before....

Never before have I felt this much Fear

Not for life or to the point of Tears

Never before has things seemed so Bleak

Forcing me to stress and chew the inside of my Cheek

Never before have I needed something so Bad

That not having it makes oh so me miserable and Sad

Never before have I wanted something like You

But never before have I met someone who makes me feel the way you Do

Never before have I been forced to Wait

Fearing everyday that I will lose you to some other Bait

Never before have I wanted something this Much

Needing you close so that I can feel your Touch

Never before have I been lifted and able to fly to the sky Above

Because Never have been able to say that I am utterly in Love