Lost Mind

I really really hate those happy guys
From their smile and glistening eyes
Living their life without being scrappy
They are always faking to be happy
I really hate how they see me
They see me as a garbage bee
I seem to be nothing to them
However I am a different special gem
I don’t need to put up an act
I’m simple and real and that’s a fact
But there is something I want
I want to be loved by everybody
Turn and look at me I’m simply gaudy
Now I can just stomp on those I hate
The feeling of superiority would feel great
However in general I just hate humanity
Who can care about the vanity
Everyone’s a follower like some blind sheep
However I am the best for being normal
There’s no need for me to be so formal
But I just want to get everybody’s attention
I’m someone everyone should mention
But deep down I have something to say
I hate my big ego every single day
But it’s because I don’t get attention
Which makes my mind filled with tension
I know I can be incredibly annoying
I can’t live my life just by cloying
I’m sorry for all the things I’ve said
Every word of mine is simply mislead
But hey look at me I’m still unique
I can tell you I’m not completely weak
Hey what should I do now
Life for me is giving me a frown
I am alone in this world with no galore
I don’t even recognize my own face anymore