'Move On'!

In this poem, a girl is always underestimated by people around her, even her close-ones fail to understand her. here she says what she feels from withing the core of her heart...

is this the way?

is this the way to live life in?

where there is no light

just an unending span of starless night.

they tell me life is always difficult

we have to make way through it

they have always boosted me up

but never within.

no...no...no

never wanted this life!

no...no...no

never wanted to see this light!

no...no...no

i never ever wanted to even see this world

so beautiful

so much so that it breaks my heart,

hurts my pride and 

make me cry as if everyday is not enough.

i tried my best to

reach their hearts through

working hard on what they want

but i guess i never reached them

though i'm all faint

for crying out mutely,

shedding my tears insanely.

i hug myself to sleep

my mind buzzing their words to me

i cried some more

shed tears some more

i felt the pain some more

and, yes, i'm very used to it.

after saying this insanity

i came to conclude a sanity

it pretty hard to write down 

on anything

even on a shore where, unlike my life,

it'll be washed away along the tides.

and then every morning i wake up to see

the sun glowing over us and smiling with glee.

that's why i keep my head high and start

everything again with a motto of 'Move On'!