Recall

I am frozen. 

A block of fear. 

Somebody save me. 

And it comes. And it goes. 

Every now and then. 

I want to die. 

This can't be happening. 

It didn't happen. 

Don't focus on the memory. 

It didn't happen. 

Keep reminding yourself.

I want, need to be home.

Why did I come here?

Why am I here?

What if I wasn't there?

Then it didn't happen to me, or her. or her. 

Why are you here?

Did you plan it all?

Why did I follow?

Why did I pour another drink?

Why did I pour another drink? 

Run.

Keep running.  

Reviews

[Vertigo Cat1111]

I saw that you won the Sad Poetry contest! Great job! And I can easily see why. Your words and storytelling are very intricate and I hope to see more from you! (: