Construction

Today I am sad, tomorrow I will be happy. 

Maybe I just take the pills the doctor gives me because that is my comfort zone.

Pills make me feel like I am home,

And where have all of the good times gone? 

There is no time for rock bottom when you are swimming to the top,

But I love the way rock bottoms feels, even when I'm drowning.

I've got my finger on self destruction,

My mind is always under construction.  

One lane open, 3 lanes closed,

And nobody is taking my detour. 

I don't want this anymore, 

But everyday is the same. 

Here we go again.