Cheap Thrills

You're trying to fill a hole inside of you,
But not the kind of hole where he cums inside of you.
When he takes all the pride from you,
It's a tactic you use because of the love you lose.
You grew up thinking that love was anger,
And now you like to put yourself in danger.
The rush of a thrill,
Even more so when you mix sex with pills.
You're losing yourself for cheap thrills,
Trying to find the love you've never been given.
And life is just sins,
Doing bad things to feel better about the bad things that have been done to you.