Scarred Mind

Take these memories away

I beg of you

Leave behind all the pain that you caused

The flashbacks get worse at night

I'm telling you

Let me live the life you stole

A promise to never forget

We made that

One of us held it true to the word

I disappeared in the blur of nightfall

Never to return

I swear I'm okay but fine I am not

I don’t miss you and yet I do

Maybe the cold and the loneliness here

Takes my frozen mind back to you

Haunting me in my dreams

I see you

Let me suppress my misery

The scars are deepening

Over time

I wish they could fade far away

Invisible torment

They'll never know

Though sometimes my hidden thoughts are set free

I am the enemy of my very own mind

There's a war inside of me

I would choose her over I any day

She is everything I am not

It's the lies and deceiving that burn me the most

With the happiness that I have forgot