October 17th, 2013

It ends in a second.
A million moments coming down to nothing.
Crashing to the floor with destruction
As the montage of memories appear...

The minutes feel like years;
Tears drop like rain in the fall
Every word makes it harder
There's so much I don't want to recall.

Your name stabs like a knife,
The wounds - they open again.
I try my hardest to forget
But I lay awake in bed.

My appetite has vanished,
The darkness descends once more.
It's always raining here in my mind
Whilst the pain is fresh and raw.

I'm sat here alone in tears,
You're out their drowning your sorrows.
We both know you're going to wake up
In bed with a stranger tomorrow.

Talking to you is too hard,
I cannot face it for a while.
Any time I see your message,
I break down in denial.

Still you're saying all the things,
That I just don't want to hear.
A girl, the party, the drinking
And everything I used to fear.

It doesn't matter any more - I guess,
I'm not yours to keep.
But don't say it's back to the way it was
These memories are too deep.

In the end it couldn't have lasted
I realise that now, it's clear.
Still this pain is destroying my heart and mind
And I have to get out of here.