... titles aren't my thing...

I'm always too afraid

You never see it

Tell me to

 toughen up

it's not that bad

I've cried so many times

over my helplessness

my worthlessness

how I am pathetic

You never see

my panic

my fear

me cry

You don't understand why

 I cannot go alone

why I need you by my side

You hate it

Even if I told you

You would never understand

You always think

I'm fine

Is all I'll ever say