FourA Chapter by Oswin"You’re the reader and I’m the character; you’re reality and I’m fantasy; you’re fire and I’m water; we are two basic elements that are always at odds with each other." A romance story like no other.(four) I pace around my flat searching
for a black shoe. It’s nearly nine, I should be there in, looking up at the
clock, three minutes. “How am I supposed to get there in
three minutes without my other shoe?” I yell. Flopping down onto the sofa, my
back hits something and I pull it out. My shoe. I slip it on, grab my things
and leave the flat; locking it on the way out. I almost run down the street,
stopping a few metres away from the coffee shop. I straighten my top and run my
fingers through my hair, not perfect, but will do. I enter and see Riley
sitting in the far corner where we met this afternoon. I walk over to them and
they look up. “Hi, I was beginning to think you wouldn’t
show.” I check my watch, fifteen minutes past. “Ah, sorry. Didn’t mean to be that
late; I couldn’t find my shoe, I had three minutes, and shoe was nowhere in
view. Then I sat down and it was on the sofa. Then I was already three minutes
late, I was running here; think I knocked over an old man on the way, I’m
really not sure.” I say, breathlessly. Riley quickly gets up before I can
start again and kisses me. “Did that shut you up?” They ask,
smiling and I nod, touching my finger tips to my lips. “Yeah, it did.” I laugh and Riley
joins in with me. “Um, ready to go?” They nod and take my hand in
theirs. “Yep. Anyway, what restaurant are we going to?” “My mum’s husband, my step-dad, well his brother moved to London a few years after he broke up with his boyfriend, he started working as bus-boys in restaurants, his dream was to open his own one. Then one day, this small building was up for sale, it was rundown and utter rubbish, but it was what he wanted. When I first came down here with my mum and Billy, Dave told me to never ever get in the way of someone’s dream, they’ll knock you down faster and harder then you did to the, and it’s true. Anyway, he brought the building and spent most of his days there fixing it and here we are now, it’s open for business and one of London’s fastest growing restaurants that came from the very bottom.”
We leave the coffee shop and start
walking down the streets, our hands still holding each other’s. “Can I ask something?” Riley says,
after a while of silence, I look at them and nod. “You know you said you should never
get in the way of a person’s dreams because they’ll knock you down faster and
harder then you did?” “Yeah?” I reply. “Why haven’t you knocked yourself
down?” Riley asks. “What?” I look at them, frowning. “You said if people get in the way
of someone’s dream, they’ll stop them; why haven’t you stopped yourself? The
only person in the way of your dream is you. My mum used to say to me that a
person’s dream tells you a lot more about a person then you think. If they
think they can’t do it, they probably can’t, well not with that attitude; but
if someone thinks they can, they probably will.” “I’m not standing in the way of what
I want, I just don’t seem to have anything good come to my mind. When the right
idea comes, I’ll know it, but in the meantime; I just can’t do whatever it is right now.” “Like I said, with that attitude you
couldn’t. Think of it this way, no good idea is coming to your head because
you’re not letting it. You think you can’t so nothing comes, but if you think
you can, then good ideas will come flooding.” We walk into the restaurant. “Trust me.” Riley adds. Billy’s brother, Dave, comes over. A
smile on his face, like usual. He looks at me then at Riley. “Hello, Hayden!” He says, once he
reaches us. “Hi Dave, can we have a table for
two?” I ask, letting go of Riley’s hand and hugging him for a moment, before we
let go of each other. “Yeah, sure! Anything for my
favourite person!” He says, laughing, before grabbing two menus and walking us
to the far side of the busy restaurant. The walls and floor are made of
wood. The lights are dim and the room looks slightly yellow, the tables and
chairs are also wooden. The kitchen and bar are to the left, the toilets to the
right. Who know such a small building could hold such a big dream. A big dream
that someone achieved though. Riley and I sit down at the table Dave offers us.
We take the menus from him. “What would you like to drink?” Dave leans in and whispers something
into my ear. “Remember, family gets a fifty per cent discount.” He straightens
up. “We’ll take the champagne, Dave,
please.” I say, Riley smiles. “Sure, that’s fine. I’ll be back to
take your orders when you’re ready.” He smiles once again, before leaving. “Thanks for this, Hayden. I haven’t
been out in a while, it’s good to go on a date with someone you know isn’t a
totally arse.” I laugh. “Thanks, I guess?” “Anyway, what are you going to order?” Riley
asks, opening the menu, I do the same and look at what’s on offer. “I’m going to have my usual, I
think.” I put it down and Riley looks over the top of the menu. “Which is?” “The cheese burger, they do a
brilliant one. Cooked to perfection.” I laugh and they smile. Suddenly, a waitress comes with the
champagne in an ice bucket and two glasses, she sets them down and pops open
the bottle, before pouring it into the glasses. She then puts the champagne in
the ice bucket and leaves. I pick up my glass and take a sip. “Well, I might do a Hayden then.” I
almost spit out my drink. “What?” I ask in shock. “That came out wrong, what I meant
to say is that I might order the same as you.” I wipe my mouth with a napkin
and Riley bursts out laughing, I start doing the same. “You actually scared me for a second
then, Riley. I didn’t know what you meant!” They take a sip of their champagne. “Sorry about that. Anyway, let’s
make a toast!” I pick up my glass. “To the little coffee shop where we met
again.” Riley smiles. I repeat the toast; “To the little
coffee shop that brought us back to each other.” “So anyway, I believed them of course. I don’t know why, though. I was
waiting for February Thirtieth to come round, I couldn’t wait for the date with
Sam, and they were really hot. But then I mentioned it to my dad and he laughed
at me, I was really confused, but then he told me that there wasn’t a February
Thirtieth, I felt like a complete idiot.” Riley laughs, taking a sip of their
champagne, and eating a chip. “You were actually that gullible?”
I say, laughing and also drinking my drink. “Yep. Hey, don’t blame me, I was too
caught up in how amazing they were. Turned out to be one big fat lie of course,
telling someone a fake number is bad, but a fake day of the month, that’s just
mean and rude.” They smile and I feel like I want to listen to them forever. “Well, I can be happy to say that
never happened to me, but once I met this person, Morgan, they told me to call
them sometime. I left it a day, I didn’t want to seem eager or anything.” Riley
laughs. “Then, the day after came so I called them. They gave me the number for
the Gay Hot-Line.” Riley tips their head back in laughter. “Classic hot person move!” I eat a
chip and pour us some more champagne. “Okay, okay; your go. Tell me
another embarrassing dating story.” I take a sip of my new drink, before
putting the glass down. “I once dated a Drew, they were
really nice. Thought I was going to be with the forever; I loved them very
much. But then one day, I came home from working at the call centre and Drew
was kissing another person.” Riley picks up their glass and drain it all at
once. “I hated Drew for what they did. I was totally and utterly in love with
them, then they threw my heart away. That’s when I didn’t know who would leave
and who would stay.” There’s a pause. “This talk has turned from being funny
into being sad.” “Riley, I’m sorry to hear about
that, but trust me, Drew doesn’t deserve you. Not at your best or at your
worst. But do you know what they deserve?” “What?” “Your middle finger.” I laugh and
they chuckle too. “Your go, tell me about a break up.
I’ve told you about one of mine, it’s only fair you say one of yours.” I eat
another chip and Riley takes a bit of their burger. “Okay, um. Well, there was one
person; Jordan.” “Jordan?” They repeat. “Yep. I was totally in love with
them, they weren’t just my date, but they were my best friend. I guess I wasn’t
enough for them though, I got home and found a note; well that’s just say I
wasn’t their type.” “They’re homosexual?” Riley asks,
taking a sip of their champagne, their eyes never leaving mine. “Yeah, for weeks, I wondered if it was I who turned them, you know? Was it my doing that made them realize they like people of the same sex? I called them up a few months after the breakup and we met up. Had some coffee, chatted, laughed that kind of thing. I asked them the question that was on my mind for a while.” They smile. "Turns out, I didn’t. Which was kind of good to know, but they said they knew before we even started dating, which angered me. We’re friends still, but I can’t get over how angry I was with them for just leaving like that. A note was all that I was worth. It made me feel useless and they fact they knew I wasn’t their type, yet they still dated me.”
Riley takes my hand in theirs.
“Well, you’re not. Trust me. You’re worth a thousand more Jordan’s or Drew’s or
Morgan’s. You’re better then every single one of them.” “But I’m not perfect.” “Who is?” “You are.” I whisper, Riley smiles. “I’m not. I have holes that I’ve dug
up for myself that I know sooner or later I will fall into. I have weird habits
that my mother told me not to tell my partner until after six years of
marriage.” I laugh. “They really can’t be that
bad!” Riley laughs and pulls away, before
taking another bit of the burger. “No, they really are.” “Tell me, you’ve got me intrigued.
Don’t leave me hanging!” I laugh. “Okay, okay. Only if you promise me
you won’t make fun of me!” Riley holds their hands up, surrendering to me. “I won’t. I promise and I never break
promises.” I take a sip of the champagne. “I guess you could say it started in
secondary school.” I smile. “You guess?” “You’re kidding, aren’t you?” I ask
and they shake their head. “I knew you were going to laugh at
me.” They say, a smile on their face. “Don’t worry, I’ve known people with
weirder habits.” We smile and drain our glasses before finishing our meal. Dave
comes back over and asks us if it was alright. “Defiantly. Best cheese burger I’ve
ever had!” Riley says, smiling. “I like this one.” Dave grins,
pointing at them; I nod, the corners of my mouth up slightly. “I do too.” “When I was four, I picked up that I
couldn’t go asleep until I had sung the English and the American National
Anthem. Don’t ask me why I picked that up, but I did, then I started learning
the other countries National Anthem’s as well. I don’t do it anymore, but if a
country won in a Olympic game and I know their Anthem, I will sing along.” I
say, laughing. “What ones do you know?” Riley asks. “Well, I obviously I know the
English one and the American one, but I also know the Turkish one, the German
one, the Mexican one, the Spanish one, the French one, the Brazilian one and
the Russian one. Not going to get me far in life if I only know a few words,
but I used to study them in my free time, until I learnt them off by heart.”
Riley smiles. “So, I like everything in order and
you couldn’t sleep without saying a few National Anthems. I guess you learn new
things about someone every day.” “Yeah, I mean who knew what a little
dwerb you were.” I laugh and Riley punches my shoulder. “Hey! Says the nerd who couldn’t
sleep without singing a song.” We chuckle. “It wasn’t just a song!” I protest,
laughing. We come to the coffee shop and
silence fills the air again. We stop and look at each other. “I had fun tonight, but I better
go.” “I did too and are you sure you
don’t want me to walk you home? It’s not far out of my way.” “No, it’s fine. Night.” “Night.” We both separate and walk away from
each other towards our flats. I look up at you. “Sorry if it seemed like I was
ignoring you, Dee. I just wanted to forget about everything apart from Riley
tonight, you understand that right?” I ask, you don’t reply. “Sorry again. I didn’t mean it to
come off rude or anything, I just really like them.” I enter my flat and look
at the clock; it’s nearly midnight. I sigh and see my messages button
flashing, I press it as I take off my shoes and jacket. It’s my mum. “Hey Hayden, honey. It’s me, I just
wanted to say that what I said earlier was stupid and I didn’t mean it like
that. Please, just pick up the phone, I love you.” I roll my eyes and press
delete, it beeps. I head into the bathroom and wash my
face before pulling off my clothes and slipping into my pyjamas. I get under the covers and pull them over my
stomach. I turn the lamp on and stare at the ceiling. “I had a good time tonight, did you
have fun too, Dee?” I ask to no one. “I know I’ve only met them again for the
first time in years, but I really like Riley.” I roll over and the covers fall
with me. “They’re right, you know? The
reason I’m not writing is because I’m not letting myself.” I turn my lamp back
on and sit up straight. “I need to change my mind of all of
my I cant’s to I can’t. I should clear my mind of all negativity and be
positive.” I close my eyes and breathe in deeply, before exhaling it. I open them. “I need air.” Quickly getting out of bed, I slip
on a coat and some shoes, I go outside in my pyjamas and sit on the bench
outside my block of flats. It faces away from the ugly side and looks upon a
beautiful patch of nature, that’s what I should be doing it. Away from the ugly
and facing the pretty, (thoughts, not people). Sitting down on the bench, I
hold my legs to my chest and hug them against the cold. I put my chin on my
knees and look at London at night. It’s all so peaceful, I can hear the faint
siren in the background and the noise of a thousand cars at a distance, but
then I can hear the rustling of the trees and the sweet song of birds and few
noises of the night owl. I smile to myself and that’s when I let my mind clear,
and that’s when I get an idea. I shoot up. It’s perfect. I’ll write a romance
novel, but instead of the main character falling in love with another
character, they’ll fall in love with the reader. I unwrap my legs and run back
to my flat, where I load up fresh paper in my typewriter and I begin to write
and write and write, until finally, the night turns into morning. © 2013 OswinAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorOswinEssex, United KingdomAboutHi, my name is Jess and I'm 14 years old. I love old films, classic songs and reading is my life. I am a massive Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Divergent, Millennium, Doctor Who, Sherlock .. more..Writing
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